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♥Jan 31, 2008

off taday. my 3rd day, tml gonna be my last day off le.
Meeting peh teng up for facial tml, still thinking whether to implant my eye lashes not so i do not need to spend my toopid time puting the eye lashes.

Bought my little ones to cut hair yst. He's far more active le. Make till the shi fu gotta squat down and cut for him.The other hair stylish down there laugh saying my boy so 大牌 making the shi fu squat down.
The funnist was they all say bb look more like the father rather than me(my bf went to had his hair dye there). I was stunt. Really wanted to laugh though.
Thay gave me discount on that and it was only 10 dallor, suppose is 15 de. Hoohoo.


Watched 公主小妹 just now, it really nice sia. Got so much addicted to it. Poor bb got to pei me watched this kind of show where he dun even understand what they're talking inside. But i force him to! Lock him inside my room, force him to lie down with me.hahaz.
Wanted to teach him to call mama papa later, he is so reluctant to learn n still dun know how call all this stuff.









P.s. I've got something better to do, than reading to your rubbish.

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
1:38 PM


♥Jan 30, 2008

Makes thing clear for the very last time.

The fcuking thing u telling me right now? Hug her leg and goes to her.

I've done nothing alright?!
I din know even u goes to her. Telling her off.
I din know even u scolded her in da blog.
I din even know when u told me she wrote i kept touching her stomach in her blog.


I kept receiving message of her asking me this n that yst and today.
I've got bb to look after. I m tired!
should i answer every this n that. I've already makes thing clear.
It so unfair to me. Where i dun even know what u guy wrote.
without asking me or what. Just put my sentence out and eventually cut it short.

Lastly. to clarify!

Evelyn and I was only chatting about other thing and the topic goes to clare.
I told evelyn clare borrow money from me! and i intro her job but she din come.

ok?! Evelyn u wrote in your blog saying i call u and complained that "eh, your friend borrow money from me again"

That was totally different. Do i have that much time to called to talk bout this rubbish where i dun even give a damn.


Other's thinking.
If i did Gu yi called u and complain, does that means i wanted u to help me scold clare.So does that means i m using u as a weapon to attack others.
Does that means i want u who's pregnant to do all this job?

Clare's thinking.
I gu yi call u telling u all this and makes u say all this awful thing to her.
Kept questioning me. Y i called u and tell. and instead of confronting her.
I didn't wanted to call u just to tell u bout clare right?
Did i really want to fan a pregnant lady because of that?

I was merely saying all this. I din want u to scold her.
U will angry because she borrow money from me. Your friend. Even though i don't know her well.
I've got to know her through u, And yet she came to borrow from me.
She's using u as a bridge. to loan from anyone. Correct? that what u said in your blog. I dun know i make all this fuss out

But please respect me. Makes thing clear being confronting me in da way as if i did!

That morning u was so angry because she wrote "u approached me for loan that y she angry"
U said to me, u will like a fool helping me. Yet i push all the blame to u .
Did u ever get thing clear first?
Did u respect me?
Nope!

And now clare. Kept messaging me. Asking me. Y must i call u to complain bout her.
RESPECT ME!


Who's the fool right now?
Being questioned by nothing!
Yet i questioned u did u give me an answer back?
Fcuking me, hug her leg and go to her.
What kinda insulted is this.
I wasn't helping her.
I just wanna make clear. I din gu yi make all this fuss.
I din want u to really go scold her and back me up.
I know u r helping me. What will other think? I m a fcuking bitch who wanted to find troble huh? Making evelyn and clare so many problem.

Clare, stop messaging bout this issue anymore. the answer is all in my blog. That it!
evelyn, U makes me a totally fool instead. Did u tell me u wanted or did u scolded her in your blog because of me?
Until clare questioned me and asked!
Must i update by reading u gals blog everyday just like chasing after huang na's news reading the article everyday!

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
10:04 PM


♥Jan 29, 2008

I've had enough with all the thing around me.
Firs my job, perfume is missing, i almost forced to pay. set up or not. not sure.
My mum, dispute bout housework. she eventually threaten to jump down
My friend, i dun know what the hell is going on.
lastly my boyfriend.

He had been making thing difficult for me.
Everyone knows my way of talking, blur. I dun even know what i said honestly.
Every conversation of ours end with quarrel.
He said he never throw temper on me.
But obviously he is!


I'm not happy at all. totally.
I started to think bout my life without him. It makes no differences,
we din go out occasionally. I don't need his help in my financial anymore,Our meeting was only night. watch tv n goes to sleep.
Maybe could even reduce my stressfulness without him. No quarrel. No, nothing.


I m climbing up, i myself know. It kinda a pleasure to me. Having to work and shop for thing for my precious, buy my thing, doll myself up whenever i like it, meet my friend up for a chat.
I think it all enough for me. Adding him on my heart might be too squeezing.

I wanna let him be free once again. Maybe that the only way we both gotta a happy ending.

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
10:42 PM



Sometimes i really dun know what the meaning 好心有好报。I've trying to help u. Finding job for u when u needed a job. I pity the little ones in your stomach. I wanted u to stand up and work hard before this little precious coming out. U loan from me serveral times. I couldn't help u cause i m in hard times as well.

Let clear all these misunderstanding.
U wanted me to intro u job. Yet u din come because u r tired.
U kown i plead my supervisor to let u work even though u r pregnant?
u ask me for a loan. I don't have it!
y dun u go to work instead of lending from other? u r only 4-5mth pregnant.

I told evelynn everything. Indeed i m angry. If u r really in diffculites, everyone will sure to helped.
I m sure u know what have u done in the past. (which i dun know lahz). But no ones will get so fed up if this the first time of your wrongdoings.Unless it's not the first time anymore.

Leopard doesn't change it spot.
Meaning u won't change.
Meaning u have been making these mistakes all these while.

I don't know u for long. But what u said in your blog really makes great misunderstanding between me n evelynn.

What i m trying to an shi is not about the loan of money.
what i m trying to tell u is maybe evelynn is fed up of u because this not your first time anymore.
And it happened on her friend => me.

i only told her u approached me for loan and she got so angry
and
i think there is some happened between the both of u in the past, so she got angry when she heard that u r lending from me.


is totally the wrong meaning.
What i m trying to tell u is she's angry because u continue making all this fuss.


So clare please stop everything alright/?

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
11:01 AM


♥Jan 26, 2008

Hi, i Have a undecided choice.
Hoping everyone could help me with it.

hmm.
Lynn aesthetic is offering 1100+ commission for me to work as a beauty therapist.
It a great offer for me as i do not have cert and I'm only 20.
Normally they could employ me as a trainee with 700-800.
The work hours is perfectly for my little precious not as long as where I'm working currently.
And it's at juong.
They're quite well known so if i come out from there next time, It easy for me to get a better job.
It a great opportunity and I'm going over on the march.

And my problem was..
For those who seen me recently should know what wrong with my fingers.
I can't bend my finger.

I'm worried that they might sack me upon knowing my injured finger. At that point of time,
I will be jobless.

I'm really confused whether I should continue working for my current job as it kinda stable and just enough for me and precious or to think about my further going to work as beauty therapist as it's my dream all this well.

So anyone could give me some comments on it.

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
11:35 PM


♥Jan 21, 2008

Been not updating my blog recently. No mood. Not knowing what should I do, Things had been going smoothly all this while until last week. Dear would be stopping his work end of this month. My heart sink when I heard that. He told me not to worry so much, he could have job easily since he have class 5.

This not the worst..
The worst is my precious...
Bring him for injection last week. Requested for full body check up as well.
Found out.. His bones near his heart was deep inside.
Doctor suspect it might be pressing against his lung and causes him breathing difficulties.

Called evelyn, cried when i heard her voice. It been a long long time since i cried. I bet I can't take it anymore.
Finally I've got a stable job. I wanted to buy him so many thing. So many, that i can't imagine. I wants to save alot alot of money for him, to go to good school, to have a better lives. And this incident just flash through my life.

He's going to have a check up on the 13 of feb. But I m so worry of the outcome. This time round, I m really really scared.
Lousy mum like me
Not treasure this little life in my stomach, Kept putting hatred on him. Smoke and smoke non stop.
Always blame him for not having freedom and being a burden in my life.
But now. I really really wish nothing could happened to him.

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
10:17 PM


♥Jan 10, 2008

Hiyo~ kekez, Off today and went vivo with pei teng as she work till 4pm today. Went to shop and find her. So many thing has benn offering in Vivo. So much thing that i wanted to buy. But today's was suppose to buy bb's new year clothes 1st!
Saw Levi's jean, but 1$99 limited edition. It really nice, but they dun have bb's size. It all sold out. Went around looking for jeanz. But all running out of size 1 and 2. Size 3's too big for him le. Wnet around and saw this oshkosh Deim over~ It really nice and i decided to buy it. It really Suit will no matter t-shirt or polo tee. And I decided to buy esprit polo tee for him next mth when my pay's out.




He Look really cute wearing this~
This sleepsuit really nice~ It has 3 design in 1 pack and it cost only $57~~
The rest was buying all my stuff liao~ kekez hmm. But really can't resist it. And it all i had been wanting so much de~esprit shirt was only 2 for 29.90. Went the face shop, SaSa to help evelyn look out for diamond eyelashes, it all so expensive. The face shop was 22.90 and sasa was 10.90. Went Body shop to search for my glitter eyeliner but sold out. And saw one at SaSa. It really nice and cheap. 10.90 only. Where body shop was 22.90. Lucky it was sold out or else i gonna take it. Touch up my cosmetics as well. As precious broke my foundation le and mai concealer was running low. Bough one facial cream for mama back at my shop. Fade Out. It was introduce to me by one customer. She has been using it. And the effect was good. It even up dark spot and whiten up your skin. Mama had so many dark spot on her face. Wanna her look really nice in CNY.





Reached home, deariee rushing up with his project again. Gonna turn in late tonight le. hmm.



Pix took in Vivo~







♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
12:18 AM


♥Jan 5, 2008

Fcuking rain, really spoil my moods lot. Was suppose to go vivo today with dearie. Damn looking forward to this day. Dearie went to take his Class 5 today and was coming to fetch me to vivo.


The sunlight was so strong and was enjoying makeup and msn chat with evelyn. Chat about diamond eye lashes and glitter eyeliner. Damn eager to go vivo and buy all these stuff as well as my pecious new year clothes. Dearie called and say it was raining heavily in bukit batok. I thought he was lying as the sun in teban was so strong, thinking maybe he dun wanna go shopping with me. Dulanz. And then...


teban rain also. fcuking xxxigiwofaoczxxx.

totally piss off. Dearie rush back despite of the heavy rain. (i still doubt him *guilty*)

On techno and dance. play with my little precious to hide my dissappointment. Dearie really thought we gone siao liao. Cuz bb was really funny, jumping and dashing with me inside da room. kekez.


Dearie subjest to go basar malam at jurong. Think dearie is trying to cheer me up mahz. Cuz i can see he is really really tired le.


We took bus there since it was still raining so heavily.


the funniest was dearie hasn't been taking bus for years le!

Reached jurong, walk around the basar malam. Dearie was so tam jiat! He ate 2 cup of sweet corn. fishball and sotong ball. Yet he still not enough. Lucky i asked him to pei me to mai shop first. If not he will still continue with the eating.


kekez. Went to my shop chit chat and time passes to 7 le.


It time to go home le. kekez

Trying to snap dearie.

Zhong yu!

♥It's going to be a long way to go. Be strong $ move on♥
11:06 PM